Biggest struggle

Secret confession... I am a worrier to the max!!! Okay, so its not such a secret, but I am. I don't know exactly where it comes from, but I do know that everything seems hard to let go of and every little detail has to be sorted out and solved in that instant. I am surrounded by people who love and care for me and would help me out if and when I need it... it just always takes me a while before that registers. God takes care of me and will always, HAS always provided and gotten me through every situation. I still continue to follow the same routine and worry myself into a panic though... its where I'm least comfortable, but I still insist on worrying. I just need to learn to grow and live more each day with the thought that God is always watching over me and there are always friends and family to comfort me. Just thought I'd share that thought that was heavy on my mind today.